In Her Power Image

Reclaiming Your Power

In my previous blog Unclearing the Path of the Past, I am describing a defining moment of releasing the past. In one moment I mention that I was held by the shame and guilt of a mistake. It is not easy for me to stand here and make this statement:

I am a survivor of Domestic Violence.

The mistake that held me hostage–is me.

What?

How could this be true?

Awwww, but it is. It took me 8 years to admit that I am a survivor of DV. It was a secret, a hidden secret. Shhh, “no one is to know, they will think less of me” is what my negative mental chatter would preach to me over and over. This helped keep me away from my power, and any attempt to be in my power would placate the essence of the hidden notion, and this created a way to dull my sparkle.

Years had passed, and few knew of this facet. A co-worker sees me crying, “Honey, what is wrong?” I screwed up, I was so scared of what had previously happened to me, that I sent what is my true love (not abusive love) away from me. It was the last thing I desired, and when I tried to apologize, the hurt I saw in his eyes bore deep into my soul. I deserve to have a real love, and yet those voices told me that I did not. This even kept me in an unhealthy work situation. All because of the mistaken shame and guilt that was dulling my shine, and the preconceived notion that people often rant, “What’s wrong with her,She could just leave.” Society’s judgmental notion of my greatest fear:

I have no voice, and I am unvaluable.  

I was hiding, from the shame and guilt of the DV, and yet I am a strong, intelligent woman; how could this possibly happen to me. They will think less of me. This began my dark secret and when I sent my Beloved away, I went into a darker state of being.  They can’t know: They will think less of me. A rant of my fears of a family who told me to sit down and shut up, I have nothing to say, and one day I did.  The Sound of my silence lessening my voice, my worth.  I was the good girl and did as I was told; I surrendered to the ill ways of the fear.  

My heart & soul calling out for me to Dive Deep, “Go deeper than ever before: go to the nucleus.” Dive I did, and when I rose to the surface, what was shown was beyond anything that I have ever seen. So, many past lives danced in front of me showing me where the lies of confusion began; all of these creating an entagnled & intertwined state of being. Forgiveness for all and especially forgiveness towards myself. I am stepping into another light, another state of being. They helped show me that others would benefit?  Once I saw it in that manner; it was too selfish to keep to myself.

This needs to shine in our world!

I am able to feel My inner peace and power.

the serenity of divine grace pulsing through my heart and soul: my true authentic voice returning to this manner of God’s Soul deep within me; I am one with he. 

I am able to forgive me; By forgiving me, the ultimate healing began

I am free.

I have the most magnificent voice.  

Most of all

I am valuable.

 

I was divinely called to create the program Shine Your Power.  We go on the most incredible journey of capturing the ego story. Then we will release this in a gentle manner, and finalize your healing with a wonderful way to reclaim your power.

 Yes!  Shine Your Power program.

You do not have to be a DV survivor to be provided the benefits and healing.  There are so many things that can dull one’s sparkle: any relationship, unhealthy work environments, society and so forth.  Everyone deserves to sparkle and shine,   to be in their true authentic power, and to know their inner power in a divinely graceful manner of a deep inner peace.

Let me guide you into your brightest Beaming State of being.    

Oodles of Love  and Magical Blessings, 

Natasha 

Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings Healing Center

Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling Author, Artist, Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing anxious patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me: Magical Blessings Healing Center

21 Days Positive Affirmation Discovery

By  Natasha Botkin 

Gate to God's GardenIn the last few blogs, I’ve brought forward the discussion of projection and positive mindfulness. Let us be projections and projectors of love to me, to you, to we.  As we are all beautifully interconnected.

I was going through a deep healing from my divinely chosen dangerous assignment, and ladled with a deep darkness that seemed unrelenting.  During this time, I knew that I needed to create a more positive mindset, but no matter what I was choosing, it was not working.

Then, it was like the divine looked down and said, “A-ha our dear girl needs help, she can succeed.” WIth that I went on a personal discovery,  created and  found my way back to the light. Out of this moment and discovery is the 21 Days Positive Affirmations Discovery that unfolded for me.

This is an e-course that heralds writing, photography, nature, meditations and a step by step manner to help one walk with their illuminating heart and soul by releasing the negative energies, patterns and blocks that may stand in your way.

Click on the link to begin the step to discovering your radiance.

Click to Begin Your Discovery

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings Each and Every Dear Heart, 
Natasha 

 

Projecting Positive Energy

By Natasha Botkin

 

We often hear about absorbing negative energy, but who is really speaking about the projection of negative energy? This heralds from the vantage point of personal responsibility.  In a society where one is quick to grab ahold of the notion that it was “not my fault.” then, I propose where does this fault lie.

It is aEnergy light swirlbout the absolution of one’s responsibility.  No one is perfect, and people will make mistakes. For the sake of self-preservation and others sanctity take Responsibility for your actions and thoughts, as they are all energies.

As I have stated in a previous audio and blog, Innovative Creative Spirit energy is energy. The good, the bad and the ugly. Whatever thought you are presented with will be projected  where ever and to whomever it was about. There are those who may not be sensitive, and they are unaware of this; Boom out nowhere, a bad mood may occur. There are those of us who are extremely sensitive: empaths, intuitives and etc. that can feel it, but then again may not be aware of what just happened. So, please kindly take care of yourself and others.

As a Master Teacher/Intuitive Energy Healer, I am in constant connection with divine and other energy light beings of the realm. The message is absolute truth in personal responsibility. Taking on one’s truth: good, bad and ugly.

For centuries society has had the notion to gossip, ridicule, condemn and so forth.  This is that old paradigm showing itself one more time.  The new is shifting into the collective consciousness of absolute truth, peace, joy and harmony.

So, how can one “pretend” to be sweet, and just keep projecting malice venom towards others. Please stop, you are not fooling those who know, and it is not fair to anyone.

Be honest, be truthful to yourself and others. because in truth, a person who is smiling while stabbing one with their energy is not a peaceful individual.  This is about accepting one’s truth and the journey to a deep inner peace.


Are we perfect?

Not at all and that is okay.

 Are we learning? 

Yes, many are trying, and trying is better than doing nothing.

The Divine didn't create us to be sad or mad.

If we project more positive, loving vibes then one will spend less time releasing the negative energies.  It is all fair in love; there is no need for war.  We are designed for love; our heart’s wisdom is the most powerful of all.  

Here are a few suggestions If you receive negative projective energy 

or  let’s call it

In Case the Neggies Strike:
  1.  Take 3 Deep Breaths
  2.  Meditate for 5-15 mins.
  3.  Slowly drink a glass of water or a hot sea salt bath.
  4.  Smell your favorite flower or fragrance.
  5.  Listen to your current favorite song.
  6.  Take a walk.
or
You write down a list of 6 items that can help you when the neggies arrive for yourself and others.

 

Is this the wake up call for absolute truth?

Yes, it is a divine intervention.  Be kind.  Be Loving.  

 

Much Love, Much Light, and Magical blessings, 

Natasha