Angels in the Clouds

Why There is No Separation With Divine Will

There is no separation with Divine Will as the ego would wish you to believe. A negative premise to keep you locked away from achieving your greatness.

capricious Separation

Separation can be described as an egotistic nuance of mass mischievousness.  The ego would lead you to believe that you are alone and that no one cares for you.  This is simply not true.  We are never alone, and Spirit always cares about us.

It is the disallowance of separation of Self from the small self aka ego into the acceptance of Higher Self.  Which connects us all to the Holy Trinity of our Heart, Soul and Divine.  This is capricious in nature that merely suggests that one is alone; it is the reverence to dispel and disallow this nonsense to take place.


We are taught many things in our lives.  Some is from those who love us, and some of this is from society.  All of which is outside of our Self-  our true Self.  This is where the separation can occur. A whim that seems logical, and it is completely illogical.  Why would the Divine Spirit wish for one to suffer or think that they are less?  Divine Spirit does not wish this upon us, yet more often that not, this is what occurs.

We enter into an agreement to be taught via love; unfortunately, these teachings are from those who were also taught in this manner.  The human evolution risking its soul progression and evolution into a manner that seems daunting.  An old paradigm that no longer serves us; yet, why does one stay.


In my previous blog, “How the Power of Forgiving My Ego Saved Me,” I describe how fear is the underlying notion that one cannot move, things are great just the way they are.  What we should really be saying is conditional love and expectations.

Conditional Love 

When we were younger we were taught via an old human conditioning.  If you do this, then that will occur.  For a moment ponder Pavlov’s dogs and the conditioned stimulus.  The dog was presented a treat.  The saliva would lead to drool as the dog recalled how wonderful the treat tasted.  Sit- good boy!  The dog receives a treat.  Quite quickly the dog learned to complete the sitting task with ease as it really likes the treat.

Now how is this any different from parenting.  A parent desires a certain outcome.  All parents have different cultural views; therefore they have different ideal outcomes.  If you do this, then you are rewarded with a good girl/atta boy and maybe a treat.  Through the power of control; the Free Spirit upon which you were born was reduced and dissolved into a smaller self called the ego.  This is the makings for conditioned love.  Thus, through no fault of your own, you were taught if this, then that.  Slowly the ego creating notions that can create commotion as one grows older.


Hence the human birth of expectations.  An expectation can be defined as a mental state of looking forward to something.  Expectations are a way to set one up for failure.  When you go in with a certain idea and this does not happen, how do you feel?  Failure, yet Spirit did not wish for you to feel this way.  Expectations are from the ego- aka Free Will; Divine Will does not wish you to feel this way.  Divine Will merely guides you to a solution, idea or experience; Free Will is when one loses control and the mental chatter looms into the picture.  This is almost like a dark shadow lurks on the outside waiting, searching for a way in.

AHA!  Here I go!  Victory-score one for me! (excerpt from When Egos Feed & Start in the Dark Workbook)

False Expectations

Then what seemed wonderful can turn sour.  How many times have you heard of a failed marriage or a failed experiment or even a broken heart.  The human conditioning of expectations set one up for the acceptance of a certain way, and when this does not occur, darkness of the ego separates from the Divine and the peaceful harmony of Spirit disengages and the power of Free Will takes over.

Divine Will cannot stand in place of Free Will.  It can merely suggest, hint and guide. It cannot do as it is not a doing; this is a being & Spirit will patiently wait for your return from separate expectations.

Return of Divine Will

Magical Blessings Soul Bursting ForthHow does one return to Divine Will?  Let go of the old patterns and triggers that are blocking you. There is a darkness the looms and lurks; Spirit will graciously guide you; create ways to help make suggestive moves.  For example, maybe you have stayed way too long in a job that no long serves you.  You were shown a new door way; yet, lingered way too long. You may have been fired or a new manager made your work life horrible.  Yes, this was Divine Will saying time to move along your path; but, Free Will kept you in fear and Free Will does not always mean great things.  Often times is it almost the polar opposite.

You can change your mind at any time; adjust the sails of wings and turn to Spirit and say, “Help me let go, take flight and soar.”  You may even wish to acknowledge the fear of change.  I know it is time for me to move to a new home; yet have no clue where to go.  “Dear Divine, I know my time here has concluded; yet I am frightened that I do not know where I am going.  Please show me the path to my new home and help me to silence the fears in a positive manner that respects all of my being.” and so it is.

Ask and You shall Receive

Ask and you shall receive; however do not fret, worry nor believe that it may not happen.  I had a Divine Will moment that took 2 years to manifest.  Trust me, when I say “Been there, done that.” What are you practicing? Faith and Trust in Divine Will & Spirit.  

In all honesty, I had many egotistic monstrosities keeping me from moving at one point in my life.  I finally had enough, let it go, got out of my way and the most Magical occurrences began to shift and align for me.

Believe deep in your Heart & Soul and “Seek and the  Desire Shall Seek You!” – Natasha Botkin

Yes, Natasha I would like to learn Faith, Trust and being able to Seek.


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Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 


Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  As a Dark Heart Teacher, she uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me



Setting Sail to go Deep in Exploring Emotions

Why Going Deep Will Help You Soar in Life

“Strength grows in the moments you think you can’t go on, but you keep going.” – Karen Salmanshon   Going deep is not an easy concept.  Why else do you believe that this will not help you soar in life.

Have you ever heard that old adage play big or go home.  What if for a moment we turn this into a new adage: “The deeper you go, the more you will grow.” – Natasha Botkin

There was a point in my life where it seemed as if the Divine loaded me into a submersible submarine and until I was able to come to a certain depth was I able to come to the surface.  When I reflect back to that moment, I can see the soul growth that I was encompassing.

If I had stayed on the surface, I would not have grown in the manner upon which I needed for the next steps of my discovery.

Do not Be Afraid of Going Deep 

Going Deep Will Soar Life

Tip of the Soul

You are never alone. Even when the ego wishes to balk, you are not alone. For a moment ponder a surface scratch; this heals pretty quickly. What if your wound goes much deeper?  Will you be able to heal from the surface?  The answer is unequivocally no.

Is this easy; heck no!  Why else are you afraid of going deep?  You are being asked to meet and address dark pieces that may be fragmented from who you are. Otherwise, there would be no fear.  There would be a long line for deep soul searching.

Helping you Soar in lIfe 

The deeper that you go, is the more that you will soar in life.  I’ll ask in a different manner.  Do you wish to play small? Your ego may have screamed, “HELL, YES, you freak.”  We are nice and comfortable where we are!  Do not listen to her!  We are fine!”

However, when you are ready to let go of that which no longer serves you is a part of the deep exploration of you.  There is no one size fits all.  There are ideas, notions, commotions in the ocean of life.  A phoenix rising out of the ashes. Not because you are burnt, rather because you chose to walk in a manner to Dream Big.

Dreaming Big 

Let go of resistance.

Give it a nice heave ho! 

Wave Good-bye! 

The big one is facing your ego’s shadow of fear!!

When you dream big, you play big.  This also means change and change is another way of pushing you out of your comfort zone.  This is when the real soul growth occurs.

Ways to Go Deeper and Soar in Life 

  1. Change your patterns- It is a vicious meta-cognition cycles of being stuck on a hamster wheel.  Time to get off, and move through resistance.
  2. Let go of Blocks- Patterns can create blocks that create the essence of resistance.  Imagine a boulder; remove the boulder and see how you can easily traverse the path; thus, creating a healing,
  3. Recognizing Source- Do you give your worries and fears to God or do you hold on tight.  Let it go and see how much lighter you feel.  P.s. God’s in Charge
  4. Connect with Nature- Sit, walk, stroll in nature.  Allow the breeze to waft over your skin, breath in and then exhale as your ponder the beauty that surrounds you.
  5. Write- Write in a journal, workbook and such.  Write from a blank space or choose to use writing prompts.
  6. It is okay to make mistakes and not be perfect.  There is not perfect police patrolling and trying to identify every ounce of whatever.  Be okay that you are human and will err.  Dust yourself off, smooth yourself down and smile that this too shall pass and in the grand scheme of things was not as bad as it seemed.


A very deep moment is gratitude and asking, “God what is the gift in this?”  Even if it is a challenge or seems like a bad situation.  This was placed via the Divine and our higher self to help us with our soul growth.

Onward Ho we go! 

Going Deeper to Soar in Life

Start in the Dark Workbook

Going Deeper to Soar in Life

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Oodle of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  As a Dark Heart Teacher, she uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me




Flea Symbolism

Flea Symbolism

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Flea Symbolism can bring On egads!

Why is she talking about those nasty little critters. They are a menace, hurt like the dickens & are tough to get rid of!  Just ask my older son who they seem to love; he must have something that is just beyond tasty about him.

The seriousness to all of this is why they showed up and what does this mean.  In my area, the heat has been non stop without much reprieve for months and no rain.  So, it is the “perfect” breeding conditions for them.  Enter a certain feline who seems to be Houdini, as  I cannot find any on him; now we are off to the races.  At first, it felt like that secret shhh, “I do not wish anyone to know.” Then upon my trip to the store or rather stores, I found out how bad the fleas have populated in our area.

Once I got over the irritation, I sat down with my soul and said, “Alright they are here for a reason.  Spill it please.”

Flea Symbolism: 

  • Quick Mobility- They can jump 200 times their body size.  It’s time to take that big leap.
  • Powerful- They little bodies are difficult to crush.  This brings forth inner power and self-preservation.
  • Protection- Again their bodies are difficult to crush.  This shows that you are protected more than you believe.
  • Resilience- They do not seem to go away.  It is another way to say that you are more able to handle a circumstance more than you realize and that you have the protective strength and resilience to do so.
  • Self-esteem- Who likes these bugs?  Not many and they face harsh criticism and they are reminding you it is okay, just shake it off; nothing can crush you if your center core is strong.
  • Be Open and Trust- You got this, so be open, honest and trust you!  Do not underestimate yourself, your power and your ability to leap after a set back or a mistake.  Pick yourself  up, dust yourself off and keep going.


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Natasha Publicty PhotoNatasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Energy Healer and #1 International Best Selling Author and creator of Reclaiming Your Power, Empower Your Words and Heart Meditative Writing. Gifted with the divine wisdom of guiding one transforming heart and soul with passion, creative play and healing energies.  Natasha works closely with  Youth & Adults  by using all the elements (Fire, Water, Air, Earth, Spirit) from a multi-dimensional healing of energies releasing patterns and blocks by helping one to shine their light and empower them.