Unclearing the Path of the Past

By Natasha Botkin

It all began with a small voice, “We need you.”  It seemed as if it was one voice, then the it became more evident that it was many voices complied into one small voice.

Sitting in absolute silence, the clang of a windchime, the hollows of the breeze, the voices are stronger- an ache, a pain that I did not understand.  “We know you can hear us, you are tuning in much more clearly. Please we need you, please come forward.”

A few days later, a kind neighbor asked why I didn’t request my son to help me.  I knew this was not for him.  It is for me.  He cannot partake in what I was about to go through.

My old gardening tools of the trade would not suffice.  They were not sharp enough.  To clear this path I needed a new tool.  Not to replace my Great Grandfather’s hand shears, I adore so much, rather the essence – that I needed something that would have long handles. I was about to step into something dark, big and quite scary.

To another it looks as if I am pruning and trimming an overgrown rose-bush, and I am.  What one could not see are the energies of the ladies before me.  Those who were murder for their wealth, knowledge and gifts.  For so long, violent death after violent death and they were woven into a thicket.

Let’s define what a thicket is.  According to Merriam-Webster’s dictionary: a group of bushes that grow close together.  If you have ever happened upon a true thicket,  then you are aware that this is thick, intertwined and one cannot simply pass through it. Rather one must chop it.

I gathered the necessary tools, thick gloves and long sleeves for this release.  The first snip was massively scary as I hear the hallow of the screams.  Screams of pain, and then delightful cheers, “She is really going to do this, she is freeing us of the pain.  In order to free herself, she has to free us. Natasha, you can do it! You were once fearless, please, please do not stop, dear girl keep going for us, more so for you.”

Each snip, clip and prick of the thorns snarled into me and catapulted my breathing into a panic. The angels and faeries surrounding me in the form of marvelous creatures.  Aww, my sweet mama jay sitting, watching me. An unknown bird ribbits deep from within the rose-bush. The animal kingdom joining me, I am not alone, I am surrounded in a container of love.

This is the rhythm that emerges. “Ouch, how could a thorn get stuck in my skin in that manner?”  Clip, snip: entanglement, entrapment,  the thicket so strong.  I have not ever seen a rose-bush grow in this manner before.  Just last year it was voluminous and shown this spectacular showing of pink blossoms where the dragonflies and ladybugs danced.

Ever so careful;  and yet, Clip, snip, “Ouch!!” Became the theme. Clip, snip gently pull the dead cane. Snip, clip, “Ouch!”  Each snip, each clip, each thorn stuck in my skin shows me the way of my past.  The dead cane a symbol of the ladies who need released; I ponder, “if I had a burn barrel,” and quickly dispose of this idea as I reside in the city that most likely had a burn ban in effect.  Plus ,there are the groans of the ladies who were burned for their gifts.

I chuckle to myself wondering where Bambi may be within the thicket.  Nonetheless, I keep going,  hours pass.  I am amazed at the difference of the size and the cane. Where it seems dead, the tips reveal growth; proving it is not as dead as it seems.

Clip, snip, “Ouch!” There is less of the ouch, and yet one thorn sticks Deep in my arm; I still have a mark, will it stay as a scar, only time will tell.  There is laughter and giggles.  The yard is filled with so many animals. The love they are providing for me, for my past, for the pain, the shame, the guilt that these beautiful ladies had to endure.  “Natasha, you are right; it’s time to get it right in this lifetime.  The gifts and medicines that you carry are amazing. We are so glad that you are fearless.”

At that moment, I set down my shears and cried, “I used to be so fearless. When did the fear embrace me. When did my kingdom become so overgrown, why am I hiding?”  Their past, my past it is all coming up together entwined, entangled as one- we are one: I am them, they are me; it is our past that needs healed.  It is time for forgiveness of those who wronged us, the mistakes we made. The worst of all me; the shame and guilt that I hid and held so deep an openly weeping wound.  The attempts to hide and keep a secret.  This no longer matters, what matters is clearing and releasing.

The ladies  dance around me, I can feel them.  They are free.  The path clear.  A dragonfly entices me with the most magical dance. The newly hatched ladybugs are basking in the sunlight.  The yard seems lighter, more open.  Then the truth; it was a mistake.  The thicket is the symbolism of confusion.  A metaphoric state of bewilderment: an entanglement ensnared in Turmoil. Due to a stressful moments in my life,  I made mistakes out of confusion. Some of this is the past lives entangling themselves into a woven thicket creating the state of confusion; some of this is my past that ensnared and entrapped me at one point.  Together we are free, our path is clear. Where I am going and what I am doing is all deliciously unfolding into a euphoric reverie of divinely magical blessings.  As my heart sings to me, “Tune in dear girl and just wait until you see and feel the wonderment that awaits you.”

May you hear the tune in your heart, clear your path and move forward in the most magical way.

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,

Natasha

21 Days Positive Affirmation Discovery

By  Natasha Botkin 

Gate to God's GardenIn the last few blogs, I’ve brought forward the discussion of projection and positive mindfulness. Let us be projections and projectors of love to me, to you, to we.  As we are all beautifully interconnected.

I was going through a deep healing from my divinely chosen dangerous assignment, and ladled with a deep darkness that seemed unrelenting.  During this time, I knew that I needed to create a more positive mindset, but no matter what I was choosing, it was not working.

Then, it was like the divine looked down and said, “A-ha our dear girl needs help, she can succeed.” WIth that I went on a personal discovery,  created and  found my way back to the light. Out of this moment and discovery is the 21 Days Positive Affirmations Discovery that unfolded for me.

This is an e-course that heralds writing, photography, nature, meditations and a step by step manner to help one walk with their illuminating heart and soul by releasing the negative energies, patterns and blocks that may stand in your way.

Click on the link to begin the step to discovering your radiance.

Click to Begin Your Discovery

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings Each and Every Dear Heart, 
Natasha 

 

Projecting Positive Energy

By Natasha Botkin

 

We often hear about absorbing negative energy, but who is really speaking about the projection of negative energy? This heralds from the vantage point of personal responsibility.  In a society where one is quick to grab ahold of the notion that it was “not my fault.” then, I propose where does this fault lie.

It is aEnergy light swirlbout the absolution of one’s responsibility.  No one is perfect, and people will make mistakes. For the sake of self-preservation and others sanctity take Responsibility for your actions and thoughts, as they are all energies.

As I have stated in a previous audio and blog, Innovative Creative Spirit energy is energy. The good, the bad and the ugly. Whatever thought you are presented with will be projected  where ever and to whomever it was about. There are those who may not be sensitive, and they are unaware of this; Boom out nowhere, a bad mood may occur. There are those of us who are extremely sensitive: empaths, intuitives and etc. that can feel it, but then again may not be aware of what just happened. So, please kindly take care of yourself and others.

As a Master Teacher/Intuitive Energy Healer, I am in constant connection with divine and other energy light beings of the realm. The message is absolute truth in personal responsibility. Taking on one’s truth: good, bad and ugly.

For centuries society has had the notion to gossip, ridicule, condemn and so forth.  This is that old paradigm showing itself one more time.  The new is shifting into the collective consciousness of absolute truth, peace, joy and harmony.

So, how can one “pretend” to be sweet, and just keep projecting malice venom towards others. Please stop, you are not fooling those who know, and it is not fair to anyone.

Be honest, be truthful to yourself and others. because in truth, a person who is smiling while stabbing one with their energy is not a peaceful individual.  This is about accepting one’s truth and the journey to a deep inner peace.


Are we perfect?

Not at all and that is okay.

 Are we learning? 

Yes, many are trying, and trying is better than doing nothing.

The Divine didn't create us to be sad or mad.

If we project more positive, loving vibes then one will spend less time releasing the negative energies.  It is all fair in love; there is no need for war.  We are designed for love; our heart’s wisdom is the most powerful of all.  

Here are a few suggestions If you receive negative projective energy 

or  let’s call it

In Case the Neggies Strike:
  1.  Take 3 Deep Breaths
  2.  Meditate for 5-15 mins.
  3.  Slowly drink a glass of water or a hot sea salt bath.
  4.  Smell your favorite flower or fragrance.
  5.  Listen to your current favorite song.
  6.  Take a walk.
or
You write down a list of 6 items that can help you when the neggies arrive for yourself and others.

 

Is this the wake up call for absolute truth?

Yes, it is a divine intervention.  Be kind.  Be Loving.  

 

Much Love, Much Light, and Magical blessings, 

Natasha