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How Showing Your Truth Can Get Ya Blacklisted

Here you are showing the world who you truly are and then all of a sudden you are blacklisted.



How Come?

Seriously, Natasha you have been showing me how to be my true self and this happens.

What gives?

Thumbs Down

Sorry, Charlie, but there will be adjustments in your vibrational field. Those who get ya will glow brightly with you; those who do not, won’t; and, if you are truly honest with yourself, they probably never did.

You did nothing wrong. You are being you. Please do not revert backwards to appease others. In truth, several months back I did some major energy work and I was petrified with how my BeLoved would respond. We had a nice long deep discussion, almost like a preclude and I told him I love him very much, but I need to take care of me, no matter what. He supported me and off I went.

Courage Confidence Magical BlessingsThere were moments of mega adjustment; parts of us smashing against an old vibration that had sold its story to the highest bidder. Slowly, we worked through things and began to grow into a much deeper love. So, my love life worked out well.

Other relationships tanked and set sail for destinations unknown. I wished them well and spent much time in nature and reconnecting with me. I discovered, explored and enjoyed me even more.


Some of the things I had held onto with regret disappeared and a bravery pulsed through my veins. I have always had my own style of dress; this time my head held high. I also watched my BeLoved join in with me. Clothes shopping is not something we love; yet, we had so much fun shopping and discovering new styles that we held in our hearts and now stepped out to show the world.

Or when I turned my blonde hair tips lavender. I even went on a job interview with them. I respectfully tucked this in a ponytail during the interview; and was hired. I tackled feats, broke through barriers and discovered an even deeper sensually, sexual goddess.

Go for the Gold

Do you see? You are the golden treasure. You have a map deep within you as to who you are and what you are destined for. Unroll that map, seek your treasure and see the golden nuggets that reside deep within you.

Woot, Woot I am so proud of you!! 

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Believe in You Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings

Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling Author and Artist. She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me Magical Blessings Healing Center


Dark Angels Message in the Sky

There is No Shame or Guilt in Darkness

There is no shame or guilt in darkness.  We all have moments where the dark can creep in.  Who is to say that one is better or darker than another.

Doing the Best That We Can

Shame and guilt are a way of saying I am bad, but you are not. We are all doing the best that we can.  Divine Spirit helps guide us to our highest potential.  It is never ending and does not fade.  This is the parent that stays up in the darkest of moments to help shine that light on you when you return home.

Shining Divine Light 

Magical Blessings Soul Bursting Forth

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So, darkness has found its way to you.  Does that this means it is the end,  This is quite the opposite; darkness is a cry in the dark for a light passage home.  Lighted paths do not mean death.  Suicide is at an all time high.

One does not need to render that this is the end.  The ego would prefer for death; it is a prideful thing.  Oh no you didn’t!  This is not an insolent movement; this is the acceptance that there is help.  Someone is always listening, whether it is suicide, anxiety, worry,  The human conceptional reasoning of dark is not the end all.  There is hope, there is movement.

Darkest of Souls

Along my journey I have met and worked with some of the darkest souls that one can possibly imagine.  Some may surprise you as they do not fit the ideal image of “dark.” This is not a horror movie; this is real life.  This a precious individual(s)who may be lost and unsure how to to find solace in their being.

There is no room for criticism nor judgement.  Everyone is doing the best that they can do at that moment.  This is what matters the most.

My Dark Admission Time

I was about to abandon and give up the Magical Blessings Healing Center when a dear soul in need of Divine Light reached out to me.  It was the message that I needed to keep going.  This individual’s words resonate deep within me and stirred a sleeping giant within me awake!

“I had every intention of ending my life today, and your poem spoke to me in such a powerful way, that I have decided to stay and fulfill my dreams.” 

I was gob smack in awe of this! My tears breaking the damn. I heard my Soul Shine its Inner Divine Radiance for all to see. Moments later my BeLoved shared a notion that would help support me.  Just when I was about to give up, Divine Spirit spoke strongly, “Please Natasha, One More Time; Do Not Give Up Just Before the Miracle!” 

A New Way of Being

We are energy light beings.  We have dark moments and light moments.  It is okay to go slow, tread lightly and be gentle as you learn in a new manner.  Please be gentle with yourself and allow yourself to dance in the light of the Divine for you my Dear Heart are the most beautiful Being!!

Natasha, I would like to re-learn how to hear my Heart & Soul- Please help me Shine my Inner Radiance or clear my energy.


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Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 


Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  As a Dark Heart Teacher, she uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me



In Her Power Image

Eeek! My Interview is Live

Eeek! My Interview is Live

Reclaiming Your Power Image

In Her Power by Natasha Botkin

Eeek! Was my first reaction to an interview. For years I would not admit, acknowledge or state that I am a domestic violence survivor. Part of my journey is the Reclamation of me and to openly and honestly discuss this for all to hear.  Due to what I went through I developed a massive trust issue.  What I discovered is that I did not trust me, did not feel safe and so much more.

Slowly, I have begun reclaiming me.  I am a wonderful illuminating treasure filled with the most valuable divine essence.  The most beautiful of all is remembering who I am.  There is not right or wrong way to your own discovery and the notion of what works is a beautiful moment in itself.  I am thankful for all that I have learned.  Yes, you read that correctly, I am thankful.  I now know and able to understand and identify what is a trigger and what this means for me.  As with any trauma there is much more growing and healing.  The biggest was forgiving myself for being lied to.  The Art of Forgiveness

 Please enjoy this interview

Indomitable Women Welcomes Natasha Botkin 


Here is a previous blog describing this: Reclaiming Your Power

If you would like to learn more about reclaiming your power or how to regain yourself after trauma or domestic violence please feel free to contact me:

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings,


Natasha Publicty PhotoNatasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Energy Healer and #1 International Best Selling Author and creator of Reclaiming Your Power, Empower Your Words and Heart Meditative Writing. Gifted with the divine wisdom of guiding one transforming heart and soul with passion, creative play and healing energies.  Natasha works closely with  Youth & Adults  by using all the elements (Fire, Water, Air, Earth, Spirit) from a multi-dimensional healing of energies releasing patterns and blocks by helping one to shine their light and empower them.  Connect with me